Garisan permulaan....

Since I was a kid, i always thought that havin a diary is some kinda cool..well, after (roughly 15years) a while, manage to have my own..Alhamdulillah...(its not that hard really..time consuming..)

so, for a kick start as of the first post, name is Fuad Razlan Abd Azri...KL boy..currently in Dublin "ThE FrEEzing HeLL"--That's what i call this place...most of you who maybe accidentally have found this blog, praise the lord, Alhamdulillah again..hopefully, you'll stay with me and I'll try to update this blog as frequent as I can...

I presume i need no introduction bout myself anymore..for more of basic on me, you can find me on facebook,myspace,and friendster... Plus, i used to be quite conspicuous and hopefully, this is not the arena of fame anymore..just for me to express my opinions, attitude, conception and appraisals...InsyaAllah..

At the moment, I am trying to look for a job.. a job that can provide me dinner, feed my appetite to live, and to InsyaAllah, kawen..yes, after a little while and plenty of thinking, i decided that i wanna get married..I know, there will be what you call the catch-22's, obstacles, and bumps along the road ahead of me but, with the help of ALLAH, i'll be there..

Its not that easy to get a job in Ireland or perhaps everywhere..as ya'll know, the world's current economic health is un-permissible for non-opportunist like me..resulting to that, i am now, stressfull, demotivated and keep on having dreamy thoughts of being rich and wealthy..macam mak slalu kata-rugilah orang yang camtu..takder prinsip.. rindu mak..sob sob..

For me nak motivate diri senang je,open up mozilla and type in 3 words..skyline,integra,celica..3 favourite cars..haha..yes!!that's how i keep my eyes on the prize..well, like my baby always said- walk the talk..im trying hard..well,as we all know, not easy...

dah terdetik dalam hati ni yang aku rasa aku kena balik for good..yang pastinya, i have a few more weeks before VISA aku mati..precisely 6 weeks and 2days from now..what can I do? nothing except for try harder looking for jobs..as i mentioned before,economy..blame it on the economy..at this point of time, no matter how good my english is, how colurfull my CV is and which medium I use..it falls back to 2 questions..where are you from and do you need a visa..haha..high risk high return..tu yang making me think aku akan kena balik ni..aku takkan mintak duit nak hutang sesapa lagi..i think its already time for me to go home..god is granting my wishes..my long wishes..after 3 somewhat years..aku akan balik dengan segulung ijazah, 400 ringgit dan hati yang tak puas.. i have been asking my self this past few days..betol ke aku nak balik or its just the conflicting side of me that keeps on afflicting and annoying me..YaALLAH, kau tunjuk kan aku jalan yang terbaik dan terhebat untuk aku lalui..ALLAH..kalau aku balik,akan ada lagi ke that happiness I had in December? It will only be somewhat serious,frustrating and burdening era for me..tapi takper..where am I is not the question..right now, my aim is to get married,beli umah and beli keta..maybe some dunks,lenses,and new ipod along the side will be a bonus..huhuh...sumer tu bole je nak beli..tapi takyah makan la...hahaha

taktau la..aku rasa,dari aku banyak bepikir, baik aku carik keja..and focus..ACCA? maybe i have to say good bye to you..hahaha..sori ma!!

so dalam bosan-bosan carik keja ni, ada la sket gamba2 saje je...tgh bosan...huhuhu...