lepas sebulan..

lepas sebulan, aku dah menamatkan konflik dalaman diri aku..and with an open heart, i have accepted the consequences..now i'm back in town..KL..the place i have always wanted to be at..unfortunately, its not the same KL..not anymore..for the past 3 years and 5 months and lost counted days, I have always looked forward to being in KL for the fun and joyous life that it can possibly offer to anybody..tourists, immigrants, residents, locals and everybody..now, its different..turning my life into a different direction is not always an easy job..never opt for one if you're not prepared enuff..

i have to have a new vision and the missions achieving them visions..for this time, i have to think bigger than i used to..currency kecik and heavy competition surrounding me..thus, i have to be extreemly carefull choosing what I want, differentiating what's necessary and what's lust..again, its not easy mate..

Since last post, there were a lotta things happened to me..I went to amsterdam for 2 days..definately the trip that I cant afford to forget..even though my consious mind only functioned for less than 10 hours, I do remember the itsy bitsy parts of em and all..tidur kat airport, the coffee shops, route 36, the museums, nasty ladies and the greeneries..oohh, for all of em, I would only missed the white widow..hahaha..melekat beb..and fendi, aku takkan lupakan ape yang telah terjadi kawan ku..kalau readers sumer nak tau, tanya la fendi..ada link blog dia kat sebelah ni..

then, quite few good weeks later, aku buat lagu kat can..my lovely srikandi..she cried..and alhamdulillah, she loved it, and the good comments..thanks everybody..really, it was very amateur of me and it came from the heart..i have 2 other songs ready to be published..i'll post em in facebook and, youtube will come right after..I do think, i'll be singing once again and this time, I wanna sing what I wanna sing...another flava to add on to your playlist maybe..i just wanna sprinkle in a new variety for the Malaysians..hopefully, Allah will bless me and maybe with HIS bless, this time my hobby is worthwhile..

22nd March, was the toughest day for me to go thru..thanks to my beloved Srikandi ( the one i'll miss for always) Falah, Yus, Rizal, Bagak, Zuha, Nana, Miera, Azilah, Tobek, Razi, Abu, Man, Syaz, and Firhan..kalau aku ada lupa nama nama lain, tolong bagitau and aku akan repost..surely time tu aku teramat sedih and my STML flew in..pada semua rakan-rakan dublin, aku dah anggap sumer cam family..it'll cost me more than a day utk aku letak semua nama..but you know who you are frenz..semoga ALLAH akan bagi korang rezeki yang lebih..

sampai jek aku kat airport KLIA, bahang dia sangat la mencanak-canak..popped out from the arrival gate, I saw Torot and Sutra, waited for me..damn, I was so relieved to see them..at least, nobody had forgotten about me..Sutra was so cute and adorable that she was the princess of all..hahah..Torot, thanks jemput aku kat KLIA..aku sangat menghargaai nye..sorry la aku tak dapat nak calling2 sangat cuz, duk umah menstabilkan diri..walaupun nak dikirakan kita ni baru kenal, tapi alhamdulillah, torot tak pernah menghampkan kawan2nya..ni bukan lambung eh..ni puji jek..

other than that, before balik ari tu, aku gi fotoshoot, gi Killarney holiday farewell party, and gi scrap yard terbesar kat dublin..more about the on the next posts..

till then, penutup this post..aku baru balik makan nasik lemak antarabangsa kat kg baru..ramai gak orang..the tranquil smell of nasik lemak and the flavour of the sambal suddenly were interrupted by a couple that I saw in font of me..pakcik yang adala at the late 40's and a girl..confirm tu awek dia..bukan la nak sebok but then, if it was really his girlfren and cheatin his wife on it, aku akan berusaha tak nak jadik camtu..after what had happened for the past few months, i have learned to appreciate can more and more..InsyaALLAH..

here are some pictures to sum up the mentioned stories in this posts..InsyaALLAH, smentara tak buat pape ni, aku akan cuba update blog everyday..( asek cuba jek kan..hopefully next post is besok)